Thursday, 2 August 2007
Every breath I take, I sense loneliness around me, after you silenced yourself, my heartbeats have slowly been forgotten.
I laugh at myself- anyhow you won't see it. The happiness I want has been left in your arms.
When love lost it's focus, you've already dropped aside the beautiful things from the beginning.
On this crowded street, wherever I go, wherever I look, it all seems to be a hypnotizing symbol. I can't stop my memory, I went through wanting to read your heartbeats. I went through wanting to miss your scent. I just don't want to be disturbed.
Pretence is so good.
I make troubles for no reason and I suffer from torture of two people's worlds. I am being trapped inside the traps that I have set myself.
I looked into the future but I didn't see it, I am too stupid that there is no cure for me. Actually I understand it already, that your love has already flew away with the wind. Even though I want to find it, I can never find your love again.
L o V i N g Y o U
03:18
Thursday, 26 July 2007
Sorry, it's been a while since I have wrote about my daily//monthly rubbish 0_o
It's just that I've been quite busy with being on call for work, HARDCORE style~ because it was the Summer. Working twice a week is enough for me thank QQQQQQ. After being taken off on call, I had to fly to the moon ^_^ not really, it was just flying on a plane. WOOOOOOOOOOOOSH ---------------^====> (keke that was my impression of an airplane.)
But when I was away, I wrote a mini blog, I guess I could rewrite everything I wrote from that onto here.
Spank ya later-
L o V i N g Y o U
12:52
Saturday, 5 May 2007
I've been meaning to write something but time flies around the world like a supersonic concorde jet lu~lu~lu~lu~ huuu~ (ToT)
I decided to work the other night to prepare myself for a lesson that was yesterday. I was working till 6:30am~! but because I was too obsessed with it to sleep, I carried on working even till Mr Silly woke up and asked me.. huh, you are still awake? :P
But yeh......... I think I've got a duty to deliver stuff even though I might not be a good teacher.
Sitting till 6:30am wasn't a good idea,
~stiff neck >.<
~headache >.<
~dehydrated :(
not a good idea at all!
L o V i N g Y o U
14:12
Saturday, 28 April 2007
Super duper silly billy Din Din
BOOOOO ~keke~
CHEER UP hehe! q(^_^)p
.......
L o V i N g Y o U
00:11
Tuesday, 24 April 2007
I was watching TV >.< after I finished my canvas painting. There wasn't anything exciting or stimulating that was being shown but I guess I will talk about what happened anyway, it was called 'The BullSh*t Detective' the title is pretty much self explanatory from name of the show.
You know those stupid DFS adverts that are on TV that seems to be on sale every day and week of the year. Well DFS was being shown as the TV crew was undercover as detective 0_o. It seems like the speculation is true!!! They never did sell sofas at full whack prices, incredible huh? Well not really, I'm just saying it's incredible because I think nearly everything is incredible when you are bored.
As I was having this conversation with a friend, time pretty much flies, even though you are bored half of the time, I guess it really does depend on the company you have or what you have to entertain you. I never knew Manchester can make time fly maybe like a machine... a time machine... ahhh that's a good idea =P
I was speaking to an old friend last night, don't think I can talk much about the actual conversation itself, but it sure did make me think...
\\( ' o ' ) //Au Revior! ~
L o V i N g Y o U
21:50
Sunday, 22 April 2007
Monday- what actually happened? I haven't a clue. It was a boring day.Tuesday- what happened? Why do you do things for people, for them in return to throw it back in your face?Wednesday- makes me think what's the point?Thursday- nothingFriday- zilch...Saturday- cleaned the apartment silly... I was quite happy today.Sunday- to unfold.Amongst the seven days of this week, the weather has been strange, very strange. It makes me wonder if it's actually Spring, Summer or Autumn? It's been quite nice though, nice and hot. I actually went out one afternoon with a jumper. It looked cold from the window, but it was a different story when you walked out! You know the way you wake up in Winter mornings and it looks sunny but it's actually freezing, well it was one of those LOOKS but it was hot!!! My friend said that the weather has been so nice lately, she doesn't know what to wear because of how the weather changes so suddenly! Then another friend had mentioned how the weather is so nice but it shouldn't matter to me because lately I haven't left the house that much! BINGO! ^_^
L o V i N g Y o U
13:17
